There’s something disturbing about recalling a warm memory and feeling utterly cold.
When you open an exam paper and can’t even answer the first question
Sometimes, carrying on, just carrying on, is the superhuman achievement.
"I’ve been spending all day, every day, in weapons training. I’ve been shooting guns, weightlifting, kick-boxing and generally kicking a lot of ass. On top of that, I have not been allowed to eat anything that might taste at all good. But don’t think I’m complaining because, believe me, I know exactly how lucky I am." — Emilia Clarke for Instyle UK (April 2014)
If you’re looking for me: I will be located near insanity. More precisely on the thin line between insanity and panic. Just around the corner of mortal agony. Not far from absurdity and idiocy.
I wanted to be calm, like a mound with all its cities destroyed,
and tranquil, like a full cemetery.